Be like everything to all leave me but go to
     From the handwriting, can see a variety of Yang2 Yang2's mood, still more aggressive more arrive afterwards in the beginning more negative.The form of written in earlier period see Leng see Cape and can not tell Cang a strength, but see be emollient.The format in printing is clean and neat.More and hereafter, the handwriting be more crabbed, format in printing

More miscellaneous disorderly, the sharp angle disappeared, become round and smooth and probably the person became idle.
     See diary of finish Yang2 Yang2, Chiu fly to discover to have already Ugg Boots Ukmiss the stop and go toward back to sit again.
Wait the time of car, Chiu flew to remind of in that night of mountain of E eyebrow Yang2 Yang2 and he to once say of words.Hence give Yang2 Yang2 Ma the dozen a telephone say:"Yang2 Yang2 already not pain and sufferings."
     1995, Yang2 Yang2 Shang4's senior high school, release from school to go home on the way, see a beard together several kid of a little bit big son be play a guitar to pull neck to sing a song, drive immediately this kind of voice which have vitality attraction, use zero spent money to buy a pair of red cotton guitar, every noon have a meal
Embrace a guitar a practice at the back of the teaching building.Combine beginning composition table top the song present to public to sing in the composition lesson and was evaluate by the teacher for:Vulgar tastes, corrupt public morals, rascal visible result.
     1998, Yang2 Yang2 pass colleges entrance examination, four year inside.
     Time that time of have a class drank many, time which read a book don't have time of sleeping many, graduation the night before last fight a quilt detention because of sing a song, also removed from school, empress again test into our school, mix graduation.
     2009, Yang2 Yang2 after experiencing exultation big and sadly try hard for mild life, helpless build to turn lane person.
     Chiu fly to Yang2 Yang2's primary school, look into an alumni to record, find out a square the Fang family at that time address.In the east city a certain beard of the area together, now remain square Fang of the parents live over there.Chiu fly to ask how the ability find out a square Fang, square Fang the parents ask Chiu to fly is who, Chiu fly
Say is a square the primary school classmate of the Fang, Fang parents of square then give Chiu fly a telephone.
     Chiu flew to see a square Fang, she was already two kid's mother, she and husband be all only sons and daughters, the husband be a Ge4 I T company of intermediate, open Ao Di.Square there is still freckle on the Fang face, Chiu flew a detection on her body a qualities-inhospitality of close
With, this is probably a reason that let Yang2 Yang2's like.
     The square Fang see Chiu fly very unfamiliar and Chiu fly to say:"I am Yang2 Yang2, is you of primary school classmate."
     The square Fang say:"Embarrassed, I record not to get up."
     Chiu fly to say:"It doesn't matter and I see your an eye walk and see again!"
     Old two haven't given Chiu fly to make a phone call to urge manuscript for a long time, Chiu's fly also don't want to write, make a phone call to him and shut down.
     Chiu fly to make a phone call for Han2 Lou4 , Han2 Lou4 Shuo:"I now occupy son, a short while give you dozen again past."
     The time in evening, Han2 Lou4 Da3 come to Shen Hua4, said coal kiln to have an accident son, press six miner of dead, the eldest brother be old two all ran, just the police department is at her house investigate once noon.
     Han2 Lou4 Shuo:"I am afraid."
     Chiu fly to accompany Han2 Lou4 Chi to finish rice, Han2 Lou4 He have a little son many, want to sing a song, say that suppress suffered.
     Chiu flew to hand Han2 Lou4 Jin4 KTV hall, the attendant asked Chiu to fly several, Chiu fly to say 2, the attendant say that go to packet, Han2 Lou4 not stem, resolute want to go big pack.
     The inside of the so big room only Chiu fly with Han2 Lou4 Liang3 individual, dewdrop a heap of old song, jump a claim microphone, each finish sing a song to drink one glass wine.
     Chiu fly a person to drink beer, listen to these songs, drive unexpectedly touched.
     《The price of love 》
     The dream returned to remember when young
     Be like to adjust never zero of flower
     Accompany my process that wind blows and rain beats down
     See current affairs impermanent
     See vicissitudes of life variety
     Those is that love pay of price
     BE all unforgettable forever
     All sincerely of infatuated words
     Always in my heart although have already had no him
     Leave a person total want to learn oneself to grow up
     Leave life to unavoidably experience pain flounder
     The heart which leave for oneself seek a house
     Also once sad shed tears
     Also once gloomy and heart-broken
     This be the price of love
     Perhaps I occasionally still miss him
     Occasionally unavoidably will remember him
     Took him for old friend
     Also let me love to also let me concern about
     Just no longer have spark in my heart
     Let the things of the past all go with the breeze
     All sincerely of infatuated words
     Still in my heart
     Although have already had no him
     Han2 Lou4 Chang4 finish and picked up wine with Chiu flew to touch once, one mouthful stem, the point previous smoke say:"Underneath this song is to give you point, 《the story of time 》."
Chiu fly to picked up microphone, sang 2 and have a little son sad, instauration original sing.In bigly bless the vicissitudes of life hoarse voice, Han2 Lou4 asleep, Chiu fly to take off oneself of clothes, cover for her, then pack building.Big the singing bless return at after death
Drift:
     The flower in spring blossom autumn of breeze and winter of shed leaves
     Melancholy of youth juniority of I ever and stupidly think so
     Time he take the song in the four seasons to leave me to slightly sing
     Windmill it every day flow to turn in the song for return of the round in the four seasons
     The inside of the poem of romantic affair I at year by year growth
     The flowing water took the story change of time a person
     Touchy-feely over there but the first time wait for of youth
     Hair the photograph of Huang be ancient letter and fade in color of Christmas card
     The song that the young hour write for you perhaps you have already forgotten
     Past of vow and be like that lesson origin inside riotous of book-mark
     Depict how much beauty of poem but is a finally a burst of smoke
     The flowing water took the story change of time two people
     Touchy-feely over there but the first time shed tears of youth
     Faraway dream of road yesterday and far go to of laughter
     Again meet us and experienced successively how much of road
     Be not old day any more to acquaint with of I have an old day frenzied dream
     Also not is the old day acquaint with of you have still of smiling face
     The flowing water took the story change of time us
     Touchy-feely over there but the first time recall of youth
     Leave KTV road up, Chiu's fly has been being just think, actually what is a life.
     The his unique's ability think of be, life be living ground to live.
     Chiu fly to not and aware of self walk till the boat down stairs in week, the rise took a look window way, black light.
     Chiu fly off to open small area and sit up the rent car.Put the broadcasting of music pedestal on the car, the singing of the water wood time is in the car response:
     Don't cry the person of my favourite
     Tonight I bloom such as the Tan flower
     Wither in the most beautiful split second
     You of tears also the Wan don't return to ground to wither away
     Don't cry the person of my favourite
     Can know me would not come to again
     Wink in the most beautiful night sky
     My Mou is the most shining star light
     Whether remember me to proudly say
     This world I once led
     Don't tell me the abyss of time to be what
     I at most brilliant of moment demolish
     Lights in Peking of the night flicker, Chiu fly to sit in the car and looking at the scenery out of the window at at present once rowed one by one, remind of youth at happiness later on leave of those sadness, remind of week the boat accompany the scallion years that he walk through and remind of oneself of juniority frivolous, remind of once
Through of stupid and absurd, thought of oneself will soon 30 but sign ……want, have been tears cover the face. "Another day I again come, today too late!"

    I walk toward the doorway to, He2 Shu Huan2 also heel come over, the daddy station hope Zhao us to come out front door in the glass doorway and I turn head to see again
One eye, the snow Yi facial expression be metal gray foolish sign Zhao.I jilted once a head, He2 Shu Huan2, who see nearby, an absurd mind be quick
Of held tight me, in several seconds the ferment be mature in my brain.Hence, I settled bottom revenge the square one of snow Yi:"I want
He2 Shu Huan2 rob to come over!"

    The outside is very cold, I bind tight coat, He2 Shu Huan2 station nearby also wear a Zhao coat at me, by this time, I just detection his
Son very Gao Da4.He hope the Zhao my smile and talk quietly:"Where do you live?""Peace east road.""What a coincidence, " he say:
"I also live road in the peace east."

    "Peace east road where?"I ask.

    "Anne east street.""So we together road."Say of my delectation.

    He beckon with the hand to to call a three-wheeled cart, I have never have with the man once sat a three-wheeled cart, feel to have a little pout, immediately objection say:"Rightness not
, I make it a rule to walk to return!"

    "So, I accompany you to walk."We go straight up go to, he take out a wool scarf from the inside of the pocket and round it in my Bo
On the son, I smile him, talked.Suddenly, brush past one silk in my heart different of felling, oddness, I with he however BE
Meet at a time, but I felt us seem an early cognizant and a lot of year.Silently walked 1, he say:

    "Do you have a very complex family?"

    "I is six flap Hua of daughter!"I say that Song shrug shoulders."You the difficult way don't know six flap the family of Hua?"He sighed
Spirit.Why?For the sake of I?

    "You with your mother live together?"He ask.

    "Yes.""Still is different from a person?""Have no, we are a mother Cheap Ugg Bootsthe female be 2."

    He not language, walked again 1, I say:

    "I guess you to have a good family, and very full of."

    "Why?"I not the wish say my guess is because of snow Yi is to his in different light.Say:

    "With you of outward appearance!""My outward appearance?Is the elucidation my home of my outward appearance of"he very astonishment, " rich?"

    "Still have, you of library.""Library?That is just interest, I am poor beg for rice, I also as usual want to take each dollar
Buy a book."I shake head."Can't of, " I say:"If you be poor to arrive landlord to press for debt every day, there is no 1 grain in rice urn
Rice, you will not thought of a book at that time, you can want how can eat satisfied belly, can cope with creditor, can wear warm
With!"

    His side is overdo, deeply of eye me.

    "My daring not believe you will once have poor experience."He say.

    "BE?"I say that having a little an anger arouse."A before the month of a day, I went out to borrow 200 dollars toward the classmate, the second day,
I go out to strive for a matter, the evening go home, detection my mother give°ed 200 dollars landlord, she by herself but had a meal for a day ……"my Tu
However shut up, why want to say these?Why do I want to tell this unfamiliar person of these matters?He eye me in the street in the light,
There is astonished Zhao in his eyes with nervous.

    "Really?"He ask."Also have no what, " I smile, "now daddy again tube I, I also again to accept his
Give up, tell you, poor stronger than overbearing pride!Reality ratio what all terrible!But accept defeat to poor, inhibit overbearing pride to accept to give,
Be the most lamentable matter of life!"He is quiet to stare at me.The breeze is very strong, in the street of the person be very thin little, this be that be rare of fine
Day, there is the stars that the scattered Shu fall in sky, with a curved eyebrow month.We all the handle knob put in the coat pocket, slowly go straight up, good
Along while, he talked, I was also silent not language.So, we had been walk till my family and I stop and say:"Arrive
, Here is my house, come in to sit?"

    He stop, still keep hoping Zhao me, then shake and talk quietly:

    "Not, too late!""So see again!"I say.

    He motionless, I guess him to want to put forward an appointment or next time meet of time, my etc. Zhao he openings.But, he said for a long time
Words.End, he nod my point and talk quietly:"Good, see again!"I am some disappointment, see his that Gao Da4's figure in the road
Project light upon of light bottom move far, my puzzling of vomit one breath, knocked to knock on door.Until walk into a house, I just detection me unexpectedly forgetting
Return that scarf to him.

    Dead hour, I sat to open book of diary in front of my desk and stuck down underneath of a words:"Tonight I at'there'
Saw Zhao like the boyfriend of Ping, a boy's son that don't make the person dislike.Snow Yi vulgar Gong bend stanza, spare no effort to fawn on its bility matter and it make the person make
Ou.Such as Ping dizzy happy, obviously have already fallen to a feeling net.This make my occurrence interest, if I rob this boy's son to come to hand, to snow Yi
With such as the stroke of the Ping certain not light!Yes, I want to rob him to come over and this be the easy to accomplish matter, because I guess him to print me
The elephant is pretty good.This will is the square one that I revenge to snow Yi!Just, I so do may make what book Huan become a sacrifice,
But, old day at up, I canned not take into account of so many thin!"Laid aside a pen, I put out a light and go to bed a sleeping.We this twos be small
House, depend outside of 1 be mama to sleep, I sleep inside 1, common our home can't have a guest, either, so also doesn't matter living room
.Sometimes, I would be crowded to arrive mother's bed up to together sleep, but mama suffered from insomnia of trouble, often all night seethe, make me also sleep not good,
So she be total don't I together sleep with her.But, this night, I unexpectedly and puzzlingly suffered from insomnia, eyes of Zheng Zhao, hope Zhao dark of day
Flower plank, do not sleep an idea.Seethed greater half a night on the bed, the in the mind was like to fill Zhao one regiment untidy thing, since confidence's doing not live be a Shi
Yao also resolve not to open.Made greater half a night, just want blurred fallen asleep, suddenly feel someone grope for Zhao to walk to my bed to come, I again
Awake, is a mother, I ask:"What is stem?Mama?""Do I hear you turn over to Fu to go to, whether get sick?"

    Mama sit in following my bed and stretch hand to touch my sum Cape.I say:

    "Have no, mama, be sleep not Zhao."

    "Why?"Mama ask."Somehow or other."The day is Uggs On Sale very cold, mama climb out from the inside of the hot bedding, cover with the Zhao small quilted jacket, jelly
Get to keep cringe.I push Zhao mama to say:"Sleep, mama, I have no what."

    But, mama moved, the her hand still put on my forehead, sat a short moment, and she just talk quietly:"Depend on Ping, you
Very not happiness?"

    "Have no ah, mama."I say.