I on time arrive at the big and stupid elephant western restaurant of north door in the altar park in day, detection Yuan Xiao morning already foolish over there, eat on the table empty of the plate brandish in her hand for the quite a few a fork gold gun fish exaggeration go toward send in mouth.

    I sit quietly and called one cup black tea, Yuan Xiao morning the alas voice sigh ground to say:"Your close book, don't blame me a point many, I am from the yesterday noon to now, the one mouthful thing also didn't eat."

    "How?"

    She funnily sighed an one breath to say:"It is a long Cheap Ugg Bootsstory."

    I am immediately immediately after big to eat.

    Because just get up, I was also full what things, will Sung soup, was stained with to eat with the bread.

    After finishing eat, the morning of Yuan Xiao ask me:"You are there convenience?"

    "How?"

    "I have no ground son go to, " she by foot kicked to kick, I this just detection, there is unexpectedly the big handbag of zero 2 a luggage under the table, "whole clothes which is me."She say.

    36

    Life teach an experience to me, those be the affair that the other people don't mean to say, you never ask, was even run out a way by you to know, that is also most is to you disadvantageous of affair, people are in endlessly of the evolution the process, formation a kind of marvellous ego encouragement mechanism, that is to report good news not report sorrow, people by instinct cover up to oneself disadvantageous of affair, but put the beneficial affair to the pedestal the noodles son come up, a plant, regardless open how pretty flower, knot how the plenteous fruit can't also cover up a fact, that root that is it be blindly groping for in the blackness of the mud, can get nutrition and rain water is whole at hazard-blossom and fruit, I just not letter, cheat who?

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    So, at one inside noon, in winter of the gray cold breeze, the morning of Yuan Xiao move me there, she be depressed, several days of beginning, don't love to talk, also don't do any affair, take advantage o me to go out, my guessing her be to take advantage o me to go out and just make some telephone call to go out.After a week, she is toward me wanted 100 pieces of car money, trip door, come back and then had purse and cellular phone, she very have already lain matter ground to return money to me, then seemed to was subjected to stroke, deep slumber several day, this period I connect a film script, often go out to talk and also attend to not top she, still had 2 and go home among them, stay at a hotel in outside, I talk good manuscript, take one disk is go home by the sorting good movie details, an enter door the smiling face which then see the morning of Yuan Xiao.

    "Hey, the Yin become fair, beauty!"

    "Yes, all day metal gray one Zhang Lian3, give°ed you to frighten to run, I one the small white be get where dare?"

    "Lo your polite of, please sit down."

    "Boss, you please first!I just went to a supermarket to buy most fresh poison, you say, is take advantage o hot drink, still etc. be cool again drink?"

    "My suggestion you drink first."

    The morning of Yuan Xiao picked up a table up of one tube autumn pear juice drank to get up, then pure throat, the Lun be one Lun arm and say:"I get to the Internet to seek work, the beauty shine on all hair past, return disappear echo son, you say this call what modern life?"

    "You try my photograph, not certain line."

    "You of?Frighten to company's house homicide case who be responsible for?"

    "Public security official Bai turn head to grasp you to walk me to in no case block."

    "The part is foolish go to-I tell you, I expresses your[one] ex- son the opinion be very big!"

    "What's the matter with me?"

    "The somebody else small white got to experience harsh mind and body to endure long hardship, you saw in the eye, forget in the at heart, connect sentence the words for be caring and attentive all don't say 1, the face was like to bump a plank top and summon up, reasonable you?"

    "I was afraid to bother you of sorrow, know, sorrow is a kind of good taste, can cow."

    "You 1:00 also not love I, meeting face full of smiles of go toward my wound top the Sa thick salt!"

    "Get, I can Sa not, stay salt to return to fry Sa in the vegetables pot, how willing to give up go toward you there Sa?"

    "Rice also not do a point to the person delicious of, clean is an instant noodles, soon jelly dumpling, call somebody else unemployed small white get son of life the level descended a big piece, hungry get I once dreamed at the mid-night some times big lobster!"

    "I see you grow to pour be to more and more be like crayfish."

    "Roll!"My words haven't say that finish, the Yuan Xiao morning Duo wear feet to shout loudly, on the face also joy bloom, I know, her instauration normal.

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    Afternoon Yuan Xiao the morning call me take her to the English east swimming building swimming, my Ao however she, take her go to, I change good clothes an enter hall, according to practice a head of drill into the pond, two words don't say that visit first 1:00 strength have no again say, wait me to re- climb to arrive coast just detection Yuan Xiao morning positive steady sit by the side of the pond, the swim suit wasn't wet.

    "How to wear, your half be naked and have no the sun and can bask, not afraid jelly common cold ah?I am long so big hear Yong mold son this time matter son, swimming does the building pay your money?Leave."

    "Do not don't do not, there is one my along while of see of male, I just thinking change a Zi type, your patience point, and I, anyway didn't also matter son, call him much see, jump into water inside he see be missing."

    "That guy where-I pass a words for you?"

    "Need not, opposite, you know what call to cast glances of love?I spread again a past."Say and blink eyes toward the opposite.

    I am one rise and indeed as expected have a male of sit a just across the street pond side, the person grow again black again fructify, tiger head tiger brain of, use two short thick leg to row to pull in Shui-li.See me see him, Yong mirror draw down to put on, but still look about toward the this place.I am understand, must be the morning of Yuan Xiao invite he or he invite the morning of Yuan Xiao meet here.

    I dislike to become the accessories that the misses make affection game, hence say to the morning of Yuan Xiao:"You first spread with him, I not hold up you, turn head telephone contact."

    Say, head also not returned to ground to leave a swimming pool, I arrived to change dress place to wash Zao, then change good the clothes come out, bought 1 bottle to cool by ice oolong tea in the hall, the side drink a side alignment parking lot, at the car side, again see the morning of Yuan Xiao.

    "Execuse me, this matter be me to make out not good, how be you also 1 and call you have no face."

    I talked, drill into the car and the morning of Yuan Xiao also followed to drill to come in.

    "You don't angry, I just want to call his lo lo you, he also the love seeUgg Boots Sale you of book, I with him say me with you good, he not letter, don't  want to see in person."

    I origin mean to say "who with you good", the words stopped by the side of the mouth, feel to say so to harm a person, also calculated, at general of men and women relation up, I especially vexed is bind by the person to ride on to do this to do that, is particularly bind by the miss of not reasonable son to ride on.

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    The car start soon and I then say to the morning of Yuan Xiao:"Underneath a month I want to write manuscript, I think a person to write, you if have no ground son, I substitute you to rent a building, you later rich return I, have no calculate, in a short while road top seek a newspapers and magazines station to stop once, buy a few newspaper, you see."

    The morning of Yuan Xiao listenned to my words, made a noise, I arrived a newspaper stand station to buy on the road two period 《exquisite article shopping guidebook 》throw into car, she also didn't see and keep become speechless, return to a house, she enter door, by leap and bound drill into the bedroom, close a door, pretend sleeping.

    To the evening, she come out, eyes cry swollen, sit by the side of my table, wait for an opportunity to take words.

    I pound before computer, see her, change into blank on schedule to connect a dragon, I turn over poker, intentionally don't talk with her, at my experience inside, be like the morning of Yuan Xiao this kind of miss to belong to entwine trouble type of, be cannon friend to mix a nothing important problem, if make believe becomes reality, later of day not lead, so decision iron write the heart don't change original intention.

    In a short while, she walked, I hear some back ring, soon, the morning of Yuan Xiao trailed her big box to walk to come out from the inside of the bedroom and carried on the back top to still carry on the back two pack, went out all a fee along while strength, I turn head to looking at her and she also turn head to looking at me.

    Then, she say with smile:"You don't cant not bear to heart, don't block me, I go first mulberry to take and tomorrow oneself seek a house."Then looking at me, an on every occasion.

    "This day is all black, walk tomorrow walk, again don't care this night, go to does the mulberry take why?"

    "I carry on the back to sink so of thing, at the right moment and first massage to massage, this matter son I calculate good, you write you well of manuscript, I not bother you, again see."Say that finish, looking at my reaction.

    I turned chair to turn 180 degrees, carry on the back to toward her after use, continue to turn over poker.

    Indeed as expected and as expected, the back spread a footstep voice, then is a voice of small mosquito sort to ring out:"You don't send a somebody else ah, this day be so black, the outside be still so cold, I so a homeless small white get son, take so many thing, meet with a bad person how to do ah- if be greedy for a color, I can grind teeth to endure past, in case of meet with that money-mad, I can have life dangerous- again say-"

    I return to body to looking at her, her facial expression have been already turn smile shape, immediately after say:"Say again, we this cannon friend be of also not correspond with reputation ah, ever since that time I enter you be this son, a cannon still all have no dozen over, tell others many unpleasant to hear ah-"

    "Roll!"I say with smile.

    She see me loose son, throw the shoulder bag"Mao, Mao" of the body 2 on the ground, run to come over an embrace me, malicious on my face close two people, use to cry a chamber to say:"I know you romantic and selfish return heartless, also enough miss, later I in addition to dozen cannon any further not bother you."

    40

    The Yuan Xiao morning that's right, by dint of romantic and selfish add outside heartless, I can keep a kind of call it is opposite freedom of life style.

    General to speak, want ～only on desire and material however in greedy, then can be free from order about of other people with domination, as long as give up vanity, then can evade a kind of destiny for have the misfortune to, namely, direct or indirect of the slave of the money beauty, maintenance a little is the person's dignity, I have no control the other people's desire, just in oneself of the handicraft the small workshop work, work time from I domination, I don't bother other people, also brush-off bother of other people, for society those breeze breeze fire fire of business, I feel most lack meaning, young hour in innocent ambition of literature art also along with the arrival of the merchandise ages vanish, along with the knowledge and the experience of increment, I see personal pure personal desires more is how dozen various curtain you contend for my Duo in the society, nowise and mutually let, for join into, my being one disinterest be two disabilities, I am in the crowd assurance oneself of position, that be fight for to do 1 have no position of on-looker, heartless treat everything, treat the from basic homology of life will constitute of world with 100 pattern, I in addition to to oneself of the natural parent have a responsibility, don't think again give oneself increase new of responsibility, I understanding my position, I be thus just a public amusement promoter, let the public get amuse, win one of my own ration, I be still a belong to oneself of poet, because of understanding individual life of standing alone but sadness, because of sadness but deeperly keep a view life of have no dint, fan Mang and empty.

    41

    Existence is piece how stupid of affair, though result necessarily is a dead, person still deathless heart, hope oneself seem to be in the cosmos importance, this be all the sources of the ambition life ambition, regrettable of BE, this hope is so wretchedness in the my eyes Ba Ba but wishful, this manifestation that hope again is so despicable, because it can with cheat of means to same of the life tell to say with emphasize, not send out challenge toward the lifeless material-person the most deceitful dignity is establishment in the person's eyes of, even morals of purpose

    Also only so-so.

    Life, a not transitive myth, an innocent stupid and extremely conceited, a dream for disorder, be I to your farewell it, I will not say me to think, I want, I hope, that be the youth fun, unworthy on lift, I say, I accept, I would like to, I be pleased, I not pain and sufferings, I not counter-attack, in fact I be helpless, I have no a way, I choice shrink back.

    42

    I know the small trick in the morning of Yuan Xiao and that be the small lovely patent:Proceed from small self-confidence, show off first some from is a satisfied smart in small way, ignore after use, meeting at end a moment collapse, then is to sound out to beg for mercy, play to depend on, once success, then and with full intention happy.

    I embrace the morning of Yuan Xiao, looking at her face, there are still tears in eyes flower, but happy get forget so, just on wink, she then pair of her thing afresh the stand is in my room, bottle bottle bottle the bottle is everywhere all BE, even blouse and pants all go toward hang in my wardrobe, the Yuan Xiao morning favour come to favour go to, I return to continue writing, the back be her seem to is never the footstep voice of interest.

    43

    At the mid-night just before sleep, I*read newspaper on the bed, is that 《exquisite article shopping guidebook 》, the whole body cotton of the Yuan Xiao morning dress be ground flower of pajama trousers, the part which uncover a quilt sit to me nearby, in hand took a bottle of oil to east in the underclothing trousers west once once daubery, I am inclined her one eye:"No one scart Rao, oneself Sao, can ah!"

    She is inclined my one eye, from the quilt underneath Chuai I be one feet and say:"You also put on some oil, winter stem."

    "I am needless, did I still wait for stem deeply to be armor to make."

    I immediately after read newspaper, the morning of Yuan Xiao picked up me to see leave of also beside turn over to see, see me turn over to see rent a building information, she a rob to come over to throw in the part:"See what to see!Still stealthily think that rushing through me walk!"

    "Have no, I am to literally see."

    "Which have literally get so quasi- of?See while see rent building that column!"

    "Line, I see a car, line."

    "Not bad, I advise you to do a lot of thinking, calculate, when Uggs On Sale Zheng point money buy a treasure horse for me and also call me open to go out power and prestige power and prestige, most at least fall a beauty to go together with a car."

    "This newspaper top say, Peking two sweep a brigade to recruit a person, you hurriedly register still in time, tomorrow early in the morning leadership hair you a garbage truck, open past suddenly and violently aardwolf smoke son of, the somebody else all hide you, lifetime don't have an car accident, run the red light all nobody to dare to block, that just call power and prestige!"